kinda weird that u can think about someone as much as u want and they have no idea
I want someone to look at me and think “wow, you mean so much to me, I don’t ever want to lose you”. I want to be shown I actually matter because fuck am I sick of chasing after people who don’t even want to be in my life in the first place.
please be stoked for your friends when they’ve accomplished something that they worked really hard at even if it’s the most boring ass thing your eyeballs have ever witnessed please please please for their sake just pretend to be excited
r u ever like damn i hate my body but then ur like life is an illusion i’m floatin around on a rock trapped in an orbit around a ball of flame in a vast & largely unknown universe where death is unescapable who gives a shit ???